Public Notice
This is not me anymore. After being called on it, I am aware of it, and will stop. Or work on stopping, anyway.
There has been sort of a shift in the way I think. In the way I view things. You may notice it here, if you have been reading my blog very often. I am not sure you will. I can't really explain. I actually don't want to explain. When some walls come down, others go up. I am not sure why. Currently in the process, with the help of someone very special, of getting through those walls. It is exausting work, though. Mentally. Frustrating. Mind blowing. We will have to see where I land, how it changes me on the outside, as well as on the inside. Will I make it to where I want to be? To who I want to be? To who I know I can be - was meant to be? We will see... I know I am on the path I was meant to be on, though, and that feels good in itself.
4 Comments:
The journey and the destination are often worthwhile.
I am discovering that....
I'm confused (Ok, Ok, that is my normal state). Do you mean that your trying not to be too naive or are you trying not to be optimistic happy-go-lucky or do you mean something else. I presume you are not talking about the real "Pollyanna Glad Club." Stupid minds want to know. :-)
In regard to an earlier comment. As you may have guessed, I am a practical down-to-earth person. But I don't follow the crowds - - I travel my own path based on my own reasoning. I once dated a free spirit. At first it was a lot of fun to let go and flow with the moment but soon she drove me crazy. To often we did things which were bad for us and not practical. I love it once in-a-while but not all the time.
Oh yes I understand about your feelings of the image that a minivan evokes in you. My son hates minivans for much of the same reason.
Everyone has their own way, and that should be respected...
I am just meaning that I am not going to continue to ignore the bad stuff... I have a habit of only concentrating on the good stuff, so that the bad stuff jumps up and bites me in the butt... I also am not going to be as... open.
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